Still missing you mucho ❤
… If you have ever loved me, and rather be proud of seeing me fly on my OWN wings to face this world WITHOUT YOU, than keeping on hating me?
Lovely to have a 30 min walk home after a long night at work. I got to think back how beautiful my life has been, with all the joys and the sorrows. The biggest lost hast for sure been mums passing away at a tender age of 48. I am so much like her, and get scared sometimes as I see my own daughter Julia going on that tread to… Mum was such a beautiful person, had a light approach to life, a workaholic, a beautiful woman, that loved her family, dedicated her life to her children. Her love to us was so strong, that even when diagnosed with a cancer, and got informed that she might not survive it, she fought 12 more years to give us more of that maternal love, that just make you the one you are: THANK YOU MAMMA… it helped, and we are all fine, and really grateful for all the love received. Then we had to let you go, cause WE LOVED YOU and could no longer see you suffering and struggling, but we will get reunificated in Nangijala… That for sure 🙂 Miss you often but smile at you, and respect your strenght beautiful mum
The greatest happiness is to wake up everyday and have the privilege of having all my five brothers and sisters alife, and know that they are fine. Then my beautiful children that you protect everyday and guide through the world. So much I thank you for, and mostly for the fact that I love them so much, that I have set them free and I am very happy to know that they are flying on their own wings.
The more your love is unconditional and the bigger the happiness to let go.
I pray to God, that you too just let me go, and wish me all the best, cause as my intelligent daughter said yesterday: ” Jeg tror at, om en relation ikke fungerer, så er det for at det ikke var mening at den skulle bli til, så jeg syns ikke at man skall sorger over det egentlig”
Det er sant Julia det er A og Å i all mellommenneskelig relasjoner: du skall elske noen så dypt at du till enhver tid er klar till å slippe vedkommende fri, om det er det hun önsker 🙂
In TRUE love you attain freedom ❤
Nadia Soundjock Otterdal:myirremovableblackveil 